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Tuesday, November 30, 2010

~~ ANIQ's VIDZ...enjoy ya!!

30 SEPT 2010 ~ 11:03PM @ JB


06 NOV 2010 ~ 8:43PM @ LABUAN


12 NOV 2010 ~ 6:40AM @ LABUAN

~~ANIQ NANGES...hihihi...

haaa..meh tgk aniq nanges..
saje2 jek..wat kenangan..geram tgk..hihi


20 NOV 2010 ~ 1:19PM @ JB

27 JULY 2010 ~ 12:17PM @ LABUAN
10 SEPT 2010 ~ 11:17AM @ JB


 10 SEPT 2010 ~ 11:17AM @ JB


22 NOV 2010 ~ 12:14PM @ JB


02 OCT 2010 ~ 11:59AM @ JB


16 AUG 2010 ~ 6:47AM in the FLIGHT [KKIA]

21 NOV 2010 ~ 11:02AM @ JB

Monday, November 29, 2010

~~Aniq's 1st time... (*,^)

Today..I wanna share all Aniq's 1st time photos...hehehe...enjoy ya!!


1st TIME ANIQ MENJENGAH KE BUMI ALLAH...ALHAMDULILLAH



1st TIME ANIQ MANDI..PAKAI BESEN JEK..HEHE..DIA PUNYE JERIT..MAK AII...



1st TIME ANIQ DITIARAPKAN 



1st TIME ANIQ NAIK FLIGHT KE JB 


1st TIME ANIQ DICUKURKAN RAMBUT..OLEH ATOK JB 



1st TIME ANIQ RASMIKAN CAR SEAT NYE..MONYOK JEK..LUM BIASA LAGI 




 1st TIME ANIQ IKUT IBU G OFIS..SEJUK KAN CYG??


1st TIME ANIQ IKUT IBU G ANJUNG KETAM...HEHE 


 1st TIME ANIQ NAIK FERI KENDERAAN DR LABUAN KE MENUMBOK


1st TIME ANIQ PEGANG STERENG..KETE WIRA @ JB 


1st TIME ANIQ NAIK BAS..HEHE..DR JB KE KLANG..NK JUMPE ABG AMMAR 


 1st TIME ANIQ BERAYA & PAKAI BAJU RAYA..MUAH!


 1st TIME ANIQ BERJAYA MENIARAP!! CONGRATULATIONS MANJE IBU!


1st TIME ANIQ G DANGA BAY... 


 1st TIME ANIQ G NUSAJAYA


 1st TIME ANIQ PEGANG BOTOL SENDIRI


 1st TIME ANIQ G ZOO JOHOR..HEHE

1st TIME ANIQ TRANSIT KAT KLIA..UTK G WEDDING UMMI & AYAH MAN..WEEEE

Sunday, November 28, 2010

~~detik2 melahirkan my lil sweetie pie...hihi

hmm..wendu lak saat2 preggie dlu..hihi..
byk sgt ditempuh sendiri..takpela..COBAAN..

7jun2010
seawal kul 5pg..mcm sakit pewot..sekali da ade tanda daaa...kejot mak, kejot mak mertua..siap2..g hosp. kota belud..
daftar punye daftar..kul 6.30pg [lebey kurangla] dok kat wad..bapak bosan dok kat wad yg sekangkang kera tu..huhu..
cuak ade..nebes ade..tak sabo ade..haiiihh...bcmpur aduk perasaan time tu..
nak hilangkan bosan punye pasal..aku jalan ke hulu ke hilir wad yg sekangkang kera itu..hihi..pg ke tghari,tghari ke ptg..ptg ke malam...bosan! bosan! bosan! takleh wat pape..nak tdo mak tak bg..hahaha..bile mak lek,curik2 la tdo..ngehngehngeh..
eh, lupe lak..alkisahnye, hubby takde time tu..g sandakan, nak uruskan hal pra sekolah dia..kemasukan aku ke wad hosp. berkenaan dirahsiakan...takot dia kelam kabot balik..UTAMAKAN KESELAMATAN..hihi..
ptg tu dia smpai umah..abesla aku dilecturekannye..tadah telinga la jawabnye..takpe..sabo2..nak bsalin da..
then..malam pun tiba..ati makin nebes...bile la bb nak kua..pastu..makin skt..makin skt..makin skt..
kul 10 lebey cmtu..aku jmpe nurse..sakit da 10minit sekali..kul 11mlm terus masuk bilik bersalin..
huiii..sktnye...TUHAN jek yg tau..patutla wanita mati bsalin, syurga ganjarannye...
akhirnye...masih gak tak kua2 lagi bb..bukaan baru 5cm,nurse pecahkan ketuban n suh meneran..WHAT??? adui ai...mane la aku nak teran..baru 5cm la wei!

8jun2010
takut ape2 yg tak diingini terjadi, maka diorang decide utk anto aku ke hosp. likas...nek ambulans..babai hosp. kota belud..
korang nak tau tak..aku ni msg la hubby,gtau dia kena anto likas..nak tau tak ape dia baca? 'da selamat bsalin'...mak ai..jauhnye beza..hahahaha..itulah hasil kepenatan dia mendrivekan diri ke sana cni..cian hubby! masa naik ambulans..mak aku [jb] ikut..hubby follow kat blkg..bapak laju ambulance tu..bape kali aku nak terpelanting..ngan sakitnye lagi..sabo2...hehehe
smpai jek likas, terus doktor check, n masuk wad bsalin..n akhirnye..lahirlah MUHAMMAD ANIQ LOK BIN FARID LOK secara normal pd 3.35pg...seberat 2.95kg...
yg terkilannye, doktor tu nak vacum tp tak inform..nurse2 lak time tu mmg tak memberikan layanan yg baik..takpela..diorang pnt kowt..AKU PUN PENAT LA..cian ank aku ber'sanggul' tp takpe..yg penting anak aku k...
sekian..



Hari pertama MUHAMMAD ANIQ LOK menyapa dunia...selepas 6 jam dilahirkan...


~~bile ibu...

bile ibu jalan2..ternampak org lain carrying baby..hmm...ibu teringat ANIQ..
bile ibu jalan2..terdengar babies crying..hmm...ibu teringat ANIQ..
bile ibu jalan2...terlihat gelagat org lain punye baby..hmm...ibu teringat ANIQ...
bile ibu buat kerja..hmm..mesti punye teringat ANIQ..
bile ibu on comp kat ofis..mesti wendu dendam kat ANIQ...
[sbb wallpaper ibu guna gmbo ANIQ..sebeso2nye..]
haiiihhh...gila bayang dengan ANIQ!
ibu selalu ingat ANIQ...~~~ANIQ ingat ibu tak???
mesti ingat ibu kan syg?? bile ibu balik..ANIQ taknak ibu wat keje ape pun...
kena ngadap jek ANIQ..tgk ANIQ main, marah ANIQ nak jilat lantai, yelling @ ANIQ bile ANIQ nak selak tikar n carpet kat umah tu..,ANIQ ske ibu zikir utk ANIQ kan? mesti ANIQ ternanti2 ceta ibu kan? ANIQ kan pendengar setia ibu..love u ANIQ! [mcm faham jek]
ANIQ...ibu rindu senyuman manis yg tak berapa nak ikhlas tu...hehehehe..







antara gelagat my sweetie pie...ade byk lagi..akn menyusul kemudian..
penglipur lara sang ibu...muaaaaahhh!!!!


~~a pretty tough..live in LABUAN..!! huh

~~in the name of Allah The Most Precious & The Most Merciful~~


i hate being here..in labuan..lonely..bored..
hahaha..but still keep on tryin' to enjoy ma life here! *yes!i am!!*
at the first time i was in labuan..huhu..i juz wanna get back to jb!
oh!! i really cant imagine how will i survive here..
being apart wif ma hubby..*he's in sandakan*
well..diz iz wut pendekar bujang lapuk said..COBAAN..
hehe..i have to get through ol diz COBAAN..
n SABAR..then only the greatest live will come to me tnpa aku sedari nnti..
*betulke ayt aku neh??*korang faham tak neh??
mmg quite tough for me nak tgl sorang2..ee..tatot tau..
when i was in rumah sewa lama..hish..believe me..aku agak terganggu dek
~~h_ _ _u~~ kowt..playin' on the ceiling o bumbung ntah..
i cant sleep! huhu..thx Allah..sbb after dat aku dpt sewa umah flat..
but still lonely..tgl sorang..tgk ceiling..tgk dinding..tdo..keep on repeating the same thing
every hours, every day..*wut a boring life??!!*
tapi every weekend aku lek kk..hahahha..pedulik la ngan duit..yg penting aku taknak dok sorang2 kat umah like stupid idiot punye org nak dok menanguk tak de pe nak wat..
lebey baik aku lek kk n kb..ade gak keroje nak wat..
mmg la tired n tired..n tired..plus lagi ngan mabuk2 nek bot 3 jam kat laut..
tapi mmg puas ati if dpt lek kk o kb..hahaha *barula tak boring!*
living cost kat labuan sgt la high! *abes elaun aku.da la tak dpt elaun lagi! ~sad~*
the foods..huish..not my taste! nak masak sendiri takde mood la..masak utk sorang..tak seronok langsung!
hmm..enough for diz time..

that was about a year ago...


now...still in super dooper boring labuan! hahaha.. [but have to get through ol diz..still by my own..OPPSSS...accompanied by my lil son..super cute n charming muhammad aniq lok! thank you dear..ibu loves u so much!]


sometimes, i seemed to run away from real life..but i noe dats not a gud decision..
keep on trying to comfort myself here..BUT THE TRUTH IS..YES! I CANT!


at the same time..i feel grateful to have aniq to accompany me.. deep inside him, i noe dat he feels the same with me..only if he can spell out the words..i bet dat he will says..ibu..i dont want to be here..its so bored to live here..only u n me..huhu ~~memandai jek ibu dia neh! hahaha..


hari2 doing the same things..pergi kerja..balik kerja...wat kerja umah..tdo if can tdo la..then wake up in the morning lagi..go to work..back to work..do all house chores..sleep..then wake up again in the next morning...~~could u plz..repeat the words sendiri..hahahhaa..smpai korang jemu! try it! hahaha...only then u will noe how bored my life is! kehkehkeh...


tapi takpe..balik kerja..i m so excited..5pm sharp..mesti keluar ofis n fetch my honey bunch! wendu him a lot! hehehe...sgt punctual aku neh rupenye...hahaha


on weekends..cuba try guess ape ktorang wat?? nothing! haha..mmg bosan giler..tak brani nak bw aniq jalan2 bcoz weather kat cni ni lain ckit..lagi la pulau..huhu..cian kat bb..nnti dia yg sakit..dia sakit is still ok lagi kowt..his ibu can look after him [ofkos la..u r my bb tau cyg!] but..what if ibu yg sakit..?? who will look after my honey?? arrrggghhh....syg ibu..dont wori k...ibu will owez b with u..!



WUTEVA IT IS..
THIS IS MY JOURNEY..THIS IS MY LIFE...
I WONT BLAME ANYONE..I WONT LEAN ON ANYONE..
I AM JUST ME..
OBEY TO ALLAH..
HE WILL GRANT ME THE BEST FOR MY LIFE..
FOR MY JOURNEY!
I LOVE U ALLAH FOR GIVING ME ALL THE CHANCES..
ALL THE GREATEST TASTE OF LIFE!